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Troubled_pyro06
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Name: Audrey
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: PuLaSkI
Birthday: 8/22/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Music,movies, Cody Maxey lol, church, God, Camp, KCU, JBC,The Aaron Pelsue Band, Burning Silver, Field Jacket Trio, The Pleasant Noise,Red Letter Philosophy, Boxbomb, The Cell,System of a Down,Disturbed, Thousand Foot Crutch, Pillar, Tobymac, Jars of Clay,Chris Tomlin, Kutless,Jeremy Camp, Relient K,Dave McCants Band, David Crowder Band, Water Deep, there's more i'm sure i just don't feel like typing it
Expertise: being stupid,havin fun, and makin people laugh
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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AIM:  prplstikkypyro06
MSN: wonderful_kis56@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  pyrokisses2006
Member Since:
3/8/2005
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| Well guys today was the very first day of school! If I do say so my self it twas awesome. I'm so excited this year. BIG SENIOR BABY!
Much Love! | | |
| Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.
Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.
Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.
Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.
Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.[x3] | | |
| Can you hear me, does anyone around me, feel the way that I feel now. 'Cause from the window where I sometimes cry I just want to see your face tonight, and I'm willing to lose everything I am.
'Cause I need you more than ever. I need you 'round to find where I've been going wrong so far.
Take me under your wing tonight. Make me so perfect in your eyes. Hold on 'cause it'll be alright. You're not alone.
When you're near me, I feel like I just found me in the traces of a boy from yesterday. But in a world that is so black and white I will take the steps to change my life and I won't be coming back to here again. I need your loving hand to guide through that maze of all the things inside me, and then I'll know that I'm alright.
'Cause I need you more than ever. I need you 'round to find where I've been going wrong so far.
Take me under your wing tonight. Make me so perfect in your eyes. Hold on 'cause it'll be alright. You're not alone.
Please help me get from worse to better before these tears soak through this lonely sweater, and let me know that I'm alright. I still have one strike of this match left and I'm holding on to my last breath and it's getting a little dark around to see here.
Take me under your wing tonight, make me so perfect in your eyes. Hold on cuz it'll be alright, you're not alone...Take me under your wing tonight, make me so perfect in your eyes. Hold on cuz it'll be alright, you're not alone. And you'll be here forever, forever you'll stay. And you promised to love me, you'll love me always. You'll love me for always, you'll love me for always...always... | | |
| I'll tell you flat out
it hurts so much to think of this
so from my thoughts I will exclude
this very thing that
I hate more than everything is
the way I'm powerless
to dictate my own moods
I've thrown away
so many things that could've been much more
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works
when I go down
I go down hard
and I take everything I've learned
and teach myself some disregard
when I go down
it hurts to hit the bottom
and of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
If and when I can
clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
into a place where
peace can search me out and find
that I'm so ready to be found
I've thrown away
the hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
so many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
the secret to find an end to this
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works
no that's not the way it works
Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
reprimands me
then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
yet you love me
and that consumes me
and I'll stand up again
and do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
you touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
as I exhale I hear your voice
and I answer you, though I heardly make a noise
and from my lips the words I choose to say
seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise
because I love you
oh God, I love you
and life is now worth living
if only because of you
and when they say I'm dead and gone
it won't be further from the truth
When I go down
I life my eyes up to you
I won't look very far
cause you'll be there
with open arms
to lift me up again
to life me up again
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| I've given up, I'm giving up slowly, I'm blending in so
You won't even know me apart from this whole world that shares
my fate
This one last call that You mentioned is my one last shot at
redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the
key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of
me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise
I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You to be my
escape.
I'm giving up I'm doing this alone now
Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how
He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the
key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of
me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise
I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't
shake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You to be my
escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can't ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the
key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of
me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise
I'm going because
I've gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I've gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
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